Keep on or what??

The last weeks I've been putting music on hold for many reasons. But today I took my ass upstairs to begin again. Yesterday I tried to lay vocals on a song but the result was terrifying. I mean it. It really shows when I've put my vocals on hold. Today it felt much better and I managed to lay vocals to a song. This particular song is an extended version of one that is already made by the guy I'm living with and a collab. I think it's great but worries about my own ability to give it justice. Hopefully it will be out soon!


Dreams and dust

We all keep dreaming. We all have hopes and goals. What if we got so deep into our shoes that these didn't matter no more? What if there were no hope for a better tomorrow?
What if our dreams were just dust of tomorrow?
Hmm, maybe this will be the beginning of a new song...

It's kind of late here in Sweden now and I still don't know if my boss expects me to work tomorrow. I guess I'll stay at home writing this new song.
I might even share the lyrics with you! So stay tuned.


Just when I thougt

It couln't get worse- it just did. Man, I wish I knew how my future looks like. Now it's all a mess. For the second time in 10 months I had to leave my employment. This time it was all because of who I am. I don't hesitate to argue when I find something strange or inappropriate. In this particular company I found the personnel politics strange and not at all in line with what you need to build a successfull company.
So, I was sent home because my boss couldn't handle me. Jawn...
I hope I can find strenght to focus on my music instead. You know I have a lot to finish in that area.


So, this year I hope I will be able to upload a few of my new songs. I really want you to listen  to them! Among them there's my tribute to my dad;  "Betrayal".


Wishes for a better year

With just a few hours left until a new year begins, I like to wish you all a great 2015. I look forward to it quite much, 2014 been hard on me. Let's look ahead for a better tomorrow!

Cheers guys!!



came in my way. I've been so freakin busy with life lately that I have been forced to put music aside for a long time now. A few weeks ago, I actually did'nt think I'll find my way back. But I did.
I had promised to make a bridge to a song and when I did it I realized. This is what I love to do!!
I'll be back!


Power equals treasure

I think I found the treasure I’ve been looking for…
You know I always nag about finding my voice, and especially the power in it. Well, I have finally found it!
The other day I recorded some lines on “Betrayal” and thought “this can’t be the best I can do. Soft voice in a rocksong, no."  So, on with recording mode and on with the power in my voice.  Singing this way felt like screaming and sounded like crap inside my head. BUT- and here is the cool part – when I listened to the result…I sounded quite much like the way I always wanted to. Surprise!

What I have to learn now is to control this new and powerful voice just like I can control the soft voice. I don’t doubt that it will take very long time to master it but I am happy to have found my way.
Someday, when “Betrayal” is done, you’ll hear it!

//MMR (with a stupid smile on her face…)